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LOVE ON THE COURT
CHAPTER 1
I grabbed the morning
newspaper off the front porch and walked through the house back to the
kitchen. I removed the sports section
before handing the rest of the paper to my grandfather who had just poured cups
of coffee for both of us. My eyes
scanned the sports section for the article I knew should be there that
morning. There it was! I started reading, but instead of feeling
pride my reading brought forth a curse.
“Shit!”
“Joseph! Such language in the morning.” My grandfather smiled across the table at
me. “What’s the matter? Did they spell your name wrong?”
“Worse.”
I read the article
again.
“ALBERTS COLLEGE SIGNS LOCAL
PREP STARS
Coach John Melton is facing a
big job rebuilding his championship basketball team next year after the
departure of five starting seniors from his squad. He started that task yesterday with announcements that two local
prep stars have signed on to the team for next year. Joe Ronkowski the all-state ball handler from St. Stephen’s and
DeWitt Sadler the all-state ball handler from Stamper Academy accepted
scholarships and signed letters of intent yesterday to play for the Alberts
College Panthers next year.”
Shit! DeWitt Sadler and I had been rivals in the
City League since junior high ball.
Every time our teams played one another, it was a rough game with Sadler
and me going head to head the whole way.
Now we were going to be on the same team competing for the same starting
position. Damn! I’d figured a rich kid like him from a fancy
prep school like Stamper Academy would get out of this city. He must have had offers from other colleges
like I’d had, but I needed to stay in the city to take care of Grandpa. Why would he want to stay?
I pushed the paper across the
table to my grandfather. He adjusted
his bifocals and looked at the article.
“So now you and that Sadler boy will be on the same team instead of
trying to fight with one another on the court.”
“He started it, Grandpa.”
“You say. It always looked like both of you started
it. Now you need to be a teammate.”
“Grandpa, we’ll be competing
for the same position.”
“So be better than him.”
“I’ll try, Grandpa. I’ll try.”
Okay, you need some
background here. My name is Joseph
Stanislaw James Ronkowski. I’m just
plain Joe to everyone except my grandfather who calls me Joseph. It was just my grandpa and me. All the rest of the family was gone.
My grandfather, Witold
Ronkowski, was born in Cracow, Poland.
He was 19 years old when the German Army invaded his country in 1939. He joined the Polish resistance movement and
managed to survive a war in which his family and most of his friends died. In 1945 with the Russian Army replacing the
Germans as the occupying force in Poland, he and another partisan, Margareta
Schokovska, made their way through the Russian lines to Austria and then to the
United States where they married, learned English, got jobs, became American
citizens, and had a child, Stanislaw Witold Ronkowski. Being good Polish Catholics they wanted more
children, but something had gone wrong during the birth of my father, and
Grandma couldn’t have any more children.
My father grew up and became
a cop in the city. One night at church
he met Anna Bukowska, a recent immigrant from Poland. One year later, they were married. They settled into married life and tried to start a family, but a
series of miscarriages convinced them they would never have children. It was a bit of a surprise for them when I
came along.
I remember things about those
early years before mom got sick. I
remember the smell of her perfume as she read to me at night in her heavily
accented English. I remember trips to
the zoo, picnics in the park on summer weekends, and Sunday and holiday dinners
after Mass at Grandpa’s and Grandma’s.
Cancer took my mother from us
when I was ten. A year later dad was on
routine patrol when he and his partner responded to a call. Some guy was beating his wife, and a neighbor
called in a complaint. Dad and his
partner arrived at the apartment, subdued the husband, and were leading him out
to the patrol car when the wife came out the door with a gun and tried to shoot
her husband. She missed. My dad took the bullet.
After that I lived with
Grandpa and Grandma. They continued to
send me to Catholic school at St. Stephen’s halfway across the city. Each morning Grandpa would drive me to the
school before going to his job as a city bus driver. I took the city buses back home in the afternoon. After he retired, I rode the bus both
ways. I never made a lot of friends at
school. If I wasn’t at some sports
practice, my grandparents wanted me to be home, and I didn’t feel like I had a
lot in common with the other kids at the school. Most of them came from wealthier families, and they let me know
it. Fortunately, I was good at sports,
especially basketball. I hit my growth
spurt early, and stood six foot four inches tall at sixteen. Grandpa put up a backboard and net at the
end of our driveway, and I practiced every day.
He encouraged me. “You practice good, Joseph. You play good, you get a scholarship to
college. You finish college and be
whatever you want to be. Go to college
so you don’t have to be a bus driver like me.”
At the start of my senior
year in high school, an aneurism took my grandmother. One minute she was fixing breakfast for us. The next minute she was gone.
I was devastated. I came home from the funeral, went into my
room, and stayed there for a day crying and feeling guilty. Why guilty?
Because I thought it was my fault she was dead. God was punishing me for being the way I
was. Why couldn’t I be “normal”? Why couldn’t I control my feelings? Why was I turned on by guys instead of
girls? Was I gay...a queer...a faggot? NO!
I couldn’t be! The priests said
it was wrong. The priests said that God
would punish all evildoers. I knew I
was being punished for my thoughts. I’d
caused Grandma’s death!
Finally Grandpa came in to my
room. With tears in his eyes, he told me
to get on with life. “Joseph, all my
life it seems like God has taken the people I love. He took my parents and sisters in Poland. He took your mother and father. Now he’s taken my Margareta. But think, Joseph. He gave us those same people to love. We just didn’t have them as long as we wanted. Would your father want you to stop living
because he died? Would your grandmother
want you to stop living because she died?
No! We have to honor them and
live like they would want us to live.”
He hugged me and added, “You
need to practice your ‘hoops’, Joseph.
Get that scholarship for your grandmother and your father.”
I went out in the driveway
and shot baskets until I was too exhausted to hold the ball or consider the
guilt.
That year St. Stephen’s won
the City League championship. We were
awesome! The two toughest games were
the times we played against Stamper Academy, and I had to go up against that
damn DeWitt Sadler. We won one of the
games and they won the other...but only by two points in overtime.
The scholarship offers
started coming in right after the season was over. I was relieved when an offer came from Alberts College in the
city. I didn’t want to go away and leave
Grandpa alone because he was having trouble getting around due to arthritis. At Alberts, I’d be able to live at home and
use the extra scholarship money for books and expenses instead of room and
board.
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WITT’S PERSPECTIVE:
My dad folded the sports
section of the newspaper and passed it across the table to me. “Here’s the article. Not much of an announcement.” He chuckled as he looked at me over the tops
of his reading glasses.
I took the paper and scanned
through the short article. My mother
and sister came around and read the article over my shoulder.
Mom’s slender caramel colored
hand pointed out a few words in the article.
“Look, it says that Ronkowski fella from St. Stephen’s is going to be on
the team also.”
“Yeah.” I thought of Joe Ronkowski, my opposite
number on his team. Great player and
ball handler. Dynamite shot from the
outside, and the hardest person I’d ever had to guard on the court. In my opinion, he was also the best
looking. We were evenly matched as far
as height and weight, both of us came in at six foot four inches and around 200
pounds. I thought of his black hair,
pale blue eyes that showed the intensity of his game, the straight thin nose,
naturally red lips that never smiled, and strong chin. He was one of the whitest white boys I’d
ever seen. His dark beard showed
through the light skin of his face giving him the constant five o’clock shadow appearance. I’d noticed the abundant long black hairs in
his armpits every time he went up for a shot.
His strong thighs and calves, pale in color like his arms and face, had
a moderate amount of black hair. In my
book he was one sexy hunk.
Right. I’m gay, but there’s no problem with
that. I came out to my parents when I
was fourteen and figured out why I was more interested in seeing the guys naked
in the showers at school than in trying to find out what was hidden by the
tight skirts and blouses that some of the girls wore to school. My parents and I always had a good
relationship. Both are medical
doctors. My Dad, Anderson DeWitt Sadler
Sr., is an internist and my mom, Shelia Williams-Sadler, is a
psychiatrist. They didn’t even blink an
eye when I told them. They just told me
they loved me. Mom was concerned that
I’d have a problem with the whole macho black man routine. She had several patients who were gay, and
she said her black male patients seemed to have the hardest time accepting
their sexuality.
My sister, Rhonda, wasn’t too
keen on the idea of having a gay brother for a while, but she soon came
around. In fact, later one of our favorite
things to do was to compare notes on which of the teachers and guys in the
schools we thought were “hot” and why.
Because my folks made good
money as doctors, we lived in one of the pricier neighborhoods in the
city. Rhonda and I went to Stamper Academy,
an expensive college prep school. There
weren’t a whole lot of other black kids at the school or in our neighborhood so
most of our friends were white or asian.
We’ve been called “oreos”. You
know, black on the outside but white on the inside. We never worried too much about that.
Rhonda was two years older
than me and was a pre-med major at a posh private college upstate. I also wanted to go to medical school like
my parents, but I wanted to play basketball in college too. Out of all the schools that had offered
scholarships, Alberts College right in our city was the one with the best
combination of basketball competition and reputation for getting kids into
medical schools so that was the offer I accepted.
As my parents and sister
turned away from the article in the paper and back to breakfast, my mind went
back to Joe Ronkowski. What a
stud! If we were going to be playing on
the same team, I was going to have to watch myself. We’d been basketball rivals since ninth grade. Each time we played against each other, we
were always right in the other’s face.
Sometimes it had been hard for me to concentrate on my game when the
object of a lot of my jack off fantasies was touching me and brushing up against
me. ‘Hey,’ I thought, ‘I’ll finally see
what the guy has underneath his uniform!’
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Mom and Dad helped me move
into the dorm and then left me alone...thankfully. My new roommate’s parents on the other hand stuck around forever
before leaving. I think they were
having separation anxiety.
My roommate was Robert
Maxwell. He told me right off that he
didn’t want to be called ‘Bob’. He was
a lean guy about six feet tall who ran cross country for the College. We talked a lot that first night in the room
together. I liked him a lot. He was going to major in chemistry. I was in biology. His dad was a physician from down state, and his mother taught
elementary school.
Robert was cute enough, but I
didn’t find him sexually attractive. He
had sandy brown hair, kind of greenish blue eyes, an up turned nose, and zero
body fat combined with zero body hair except for the patch around the base of
his cock that I glimpsed when he pulled on a fresh pair of boxers after coming
back from the shower.
Robert and I hung around
together the next day doing all those freshman things like getting lost on our
way to advising, getting our schedules, buying books, getting our I.D.
pictures, complaining about the food in the cafeteria, meeting the other guys
on the floor in the dorm, and finally going to the freshman mixer that night.
Robert was bound and
determined to loose his virginity as soon as possible. He spent the evening trying to hit on one
girl after another. I spent the evening
checking out the other freshman guys and looking for one guy in particular, but
I never saw Joe Ronkowski.
The next day, Robert and I
grabbed my Jeep Grand Cherokee Limited, a graduation present from my parents,
and I showed him around the city a little.
We went by my old school Stamper Academy, hit one of the malls close to
campus, checked out some coffee shops, and ate at one of the little places near
campus.
We got back to campus just in
time to head off to our respective team meetings. Both of us were a little nervous about meeting all the guys on
our teams for the first time. I was
nervous for another reason; it would be my first time meeting Joe Ronkowski as
a teammate.
I walked into the room for
the meeting, nodded to a couple of the guys, and spotted Joe already in one of
the chairs. I sat down in an empty
chair next to him and stuck out my hand.
“Hi, Joe. I’m glad we’re going to be playing together
instead of against each other.”
After a slight hesitation he
briefly shook my hand but didn’t say anything, and his pale blue eyes were icy
cold. He turned back to the front of
the room as the coach walked in. I felt
my face grow hot in embarrassment and thought, ‘Whoa, this dude carries a big
attitude off the court too.’
(To be continued)