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LOVE ON THE COURT
CHAPTER 3
JOE’S PERSPECTIVE:
Man, I thought I’d screwed up
big time. When Coach Melton called
DeWitt Sadler and me into his office after practice and started chewing us out,
I thought he was going to suspend us from the team or something. All he did was tell us to start acting like
we played on the same team. To help us
learn how to do that, he wanted us to study together twice a week and eat lunch
together twice a week. He also said
Sadler and I would be roommates when the team was traveling.
Witt (he told me to call him
that instead of DeWitt) and I talked a little after Coach left us alone, and we
worked out a time to study. I guessed
it would be a help to have some one to study with, and he was in all of my
classes. I told him I had a problem
with staying on campus very late in the evening, and he agreed to get together
that Saturday either in the library or his dorm room. I wasn’t sure I could keep control of myself alone with him in
his dorm room so I agreed to meeting at the library.
The showers were empty by the
time we got there. Major problem. In high school I was always afraid I’d get a
boner in the showers. I knew it’s
because I was thinking impure thoughts, and I’d try not to, but it was like my
dick has a mind of its own. I would
hurry through the showers and dressing with the team to get out before my dick
embarrassed me. My “problem” was a
little more under control since I was older, but it was going to be just Witt
and me in the shower room. I kept
telling myself, ‘Don’t look. Don’t
look!’
But I did look while he had
his head under the shower spray. He may
have had me by a couple of pounds, but generally we were built just about the
same. Of course his skin is darker than
mine. I’m real light, even for a white
guy. He’s light complected for a black
guy. His skin was the color of coffee
with lots of cream. His eyes were dark
brown with long black lashes. He wasn’t
real massive, but there was a nice “V” to his torso. He didn’t have much in the way of body hair. The black hair in his pits was short and
curly just like that on his head. His
penis was cut and darker in color than the rest of his skin with the head was a
couple of shades lighter than the shaft.
It looked to be about the same length as mine when it was soft (4-5
inches) but thicker. His ball sack
looked full and hung low, and his pubic hair was black and tight.
I shouldn’t have looked. My dick started to rise so I rinsed off
quickly and headed into the dressing area.
He was just pulling on his
jeans when I finished dressing. I went
over to him and stuck out my hand.
“Thanks, Witt. I guess I’ve been kind of an asshole.”
He took my hand in both of
his and flashed a killer smile that showed perfect white teeth. “What do you mean ‘kind of’?”
I smiled. “See you tomorrow afternoon.”
I headed out the door because
I needed to catch the bus and because I’d felt some more stirring in my crotch,
and I needed to get away before he saw the tent growing in my pants.
**********
The next morning I told
Grandpa that I had to go back to the college in the afternoon to study with
Witt. He told me he was glad I was
making friends. I had to tell him about
Coach Melton’s “talk” with us after practice.
“Joseph, I know you and
Sadler had a rivalry going in high school.
He was the only one who ever got under your skin when you were
playing. I think it was because the two
of you play almost exactly alike. Your
coach is right. You two are on the same
team now. He could be a good friend. You’ve never had close friends, Joseph.”
I hung my head. “I could never tell if people were trying to
be friends out of pity.”
“Pity! What do you mean.”
“Grandpa, I never fit in with
the rich kids over at St. Stephen’s.
They all knew I was there only because the priests knew I could play
basketball.”
“Joseph, that’s not
true. You need to open your heart,
son. You can’t go on blaming every one
else or yourself because your papa was killed.
You listen to me, Joseph. Open
up. Let some one inside that shell.”
“Yes, Grandpa.” But I knew I couldn’t. The shell was there to keep every one from
seeing the perverted thing that lived inside.
I couldn’t let any one see that.
**********
I had to admit that studying
with Witt did help me understand the problem sets in chemistry. He said it helped him too. It was kind of reassuring to see that he was
having to work hard for his grades like I was.
I thought it would come easy to all those rich kids.
We set up a schedule for
studying. Wednesday nights I stayed on
campus after practice. We’d catch some
dinner at the cafeteria and then go to the library or to his dorm room to study
but only after I knew I could “control” myself and certain parts of my body
when I was close to him. I met his
roommate, Robert who was on the track team and seemed like a good guy. He and Witt seemed to get along really well. On Saturday afternoons, Witt and I would get
together at the library for studying.
Since we had the same class schedule, we started walking together from
one class to the next.
We were still competitive
with one another on the basketball court, but not like before. Coach Melton took us aside one day after
practice and told us how happy he was that we were getting along better. Despite myself, I found that I really liked
the guy. He seemed to like me too, but
I knew I had to keep some distance. He’d
turn on me in an instant if he knew that I thought about him when I jacked
off. The whole team would turn on me if
they knew!
The season started in
November. As Coach had indicated, Witt
and I were assigned as roommates when the team traveled to out of town
games. A lot of the guys used the
travel time for goofing around, but since Witt and I had some pretty tough
classes we mostly stayed in our room and studied.
All that studying paid off
too. We both pulled “4.0's” in all our
courses that semester.
On the court, Coach had one
of the few seniors on the team as the starting point guard with Witt and me
alternating in the other guard position.
We got roughly the same amount of playing time, and our stats were almost
identical.
Our last game before
Christmas that year was out of town. We
played well and won the game handily.
It was late when we got back to the hotel where the team was staying. We got back to our room and Witt dug into
his suitcase and handed me a package done up in Christmas paper.
“Merry Christmas.”
“What’s this for?”
“It’s for Christmas, Joe.”
“But I didn’t get you
anything.”
“This isn’t a trade,
Joe. This is Christmas. It’s about telling people that you care for
them and like them.”
I sat with the heavy package
on my lap.
“Well, open it.”
I tore off the brightly
colored paper. It was a brand new copy
of the textbook we would be using for the calculus course we were both taking
in the spring semester.
I looked up at him. He was smiling. “I know you bought all used books for last semester. I thought you might like to have a book that
didn’t have someone else’s underlining in it already.”
“Witt, I can’t accept
this. It’s too much.”
“Damn it, Joe. Let me be the judge of what’s too much. When are you going to drop that chip off
your shoulder, man?”
He quickly shucked off his
warm up suit and climbed into his bed.
He rolled over on his side facing away from me. I knew he was pissed at me.
“Witt.”
“Yeah?”
“Thanks for the book. I’m sorry if I seemed ungrateful. It was a really nice thing for you to do.”
“You’re welcome. Good night.” He stayed facing away from me.
Man, I blew it. I should have just said thanks, but I knew
that book was expensive because I’d already been shopping around for used books
to save money.
**********
Witt and I didn’t say much to
each other the next morning at breakfast, on the plane ride back home, or on
the bus back to campus. It was a rainy,
cold December day. Any colder and the
rain would have been ice. I grabbed my
gear off the team bus and headed across the deserted campus to catch the city
bus for home.
The rain had soaked through
my jacket and the sweatshirt underneath, and still there was no sign of the
city bus. Just then a black Jeep Grand
Cherokee Limited pulled up to the bus stop.
The windows were tinted so I
couldn’t see the driver. The passenger
window came down, and I saw Witt leaning across from the driver’s seat.
“Come on, Joe. Get in.
I’ll take you home. You’ll have
pneumonia before the bus comes.”
I started to protest, but a
big, cold raindrop rolled down my collar giving me a chill. I swallowed my pride and climbed in.
“Thanks, Witt.”
“No problem, man. Just give me some directions.”
“Witt, I’m sorry I was a
jackass last night. The book is really
nice.”
He flashed a smile. “Hey, no problem, bro. You’re forgiven, and I’m sorry I got so bent
out of shape. Now just tell me which
way to go.”
**********
After Christmas and New Years
our game schedule really picked up.
Witt and I also had another set of tough courses: second semester
biology, second semester chemistry, calculus, and intro to literature. We still studied together two nights a week
since we had all our classes together again.
We did pretty well on the
court too. Coach had both of us in the
game at the same time several times. We
made a good pair. Our playing was similar
enough that we had a sense of where the other would be on the court. That helped defeat a couple of our league rivals.
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WITT’S PERSPECTIVE:
I thought Joe and I were
making progress on our relationship. We
studied together, and made darn good grades as a result. He had a real methodical approach to
everything. I wasn’t the most organized
person in the world so I think he helped me more than I helped him. We were getting along well in practice and
were sharing playing time during the games.
We roomed together when we were traveling with the team.
Even with all that interaction,
there was a part of him I just couldn’t reach.
He never fully let himself go.
It kind of frustrated and fascinated me at the same time. Of course I never told him that I was gay so
I guess he wasn’t the only one keeping a part of his life closed.
I did manage to get him to
smile more and to mix more with the other guys on the team. Some progress at least.
All that progress just about
went up in smoke near Christmastime.
I’d noticed that all of his textbooks were used ones. His clothes were clean and all that, but
there weren’t any fancy labels on any of them.
Most of the guys were in to Old Navy, A&F, Calvin Klein and that
sort of thing. His stuff was all
off-brand and his boxer shorts were from K-Mart (Yeah, I checked ‘em out one
time when he was in the shower in the hotel room). I knew he lived at home and took the city bus back and forth to
campus so I figured his folks didn’t have a lot of money. I bought a brand new copy of the book we
would be using in calculus in the spring semester as a Christmas present. I thought he’d be pleased.
Wrong.
Instead of being pleased, he
was upset that he hadn’t bought any thing for me. I tried to tell him that I didn’t care about that, but we
exchanged some words, and although he tried to apologize I was kind of pissed
when we went to bed that night.
When we got back to campus
the next day, the weather was really bad...a cold, almost sleety rain. Joe grabbed his stuff off the bus and disappeared
like he always did. I talked to some of
the guys for a bit and then climbed into the Jeep Grand Cherokee I’d gotten for
graduation. I had intended to head
straight home, but on a whim I went around to the other side of campus where
the city bus stop was located. Joe was
there waiting for the bus. He looked
wet and cold.
I pulled up to the bus stop
and hit the button to lower the passenger side window. “Come on, Joe. Get in. I’ll take you
home. You’ll have pneumonia before the
bus comes.”
He hesitated for a second
before throwing his gear in the back seat and climbing into the passenger seat
beside me. “Thanks, Witt.”
“No problem, man. Just give me some directions.”
“Witt, I’m sorry I was a
jackass last night. The book is really
nice.”
I gave him my best
smile. “Hey, no problem, bro. You’re forgiven, and I’m sorry I got so bent
out of shape. Now just tell me which
way to go.”
His house wasn’t all that far
away from mine, but while I lived in an upscale section of town, Joe’s house was
at the end of the street in an older, working class neighborhood. It was a workman’s cottage type, just a
single story with an open porch across the front. I pulled into the driveway behind an old Dodge Omni or Plymouth
Horizon. I didn’t see any other
cars. There was a basketball goal on a
pole at the end of the drive. In my
mind, I could see him out there shooting baskets.
He thanked me for the book
and the ride, wished me a Merry Christmas, and headed into the house.
**********
Coach Melton gave both of us
a good bit of playing time the rest of the season. Joe and I worked well together on the court. He was so much like me in the way he handled
himself on the court that I had a sense of where he was and what he was doing
on the court without even looking. More
importantly, I had a sense of what he was going to do so it was easy to
anticipate his next move.
After our last home game of
the season, a bunch of us on the team were going to go out clubbing. Joe had left the locker room a little earlier
like always. We were heading out the
doors of the gym laughing and joking with one another when I spotted Joe and an
old man coming slowly down the hallway.
The old guy was having
trouble walking. He was using a cane
and leaning heavily on Joe’s arm. I
told the other guys that I’d catch up with them later and went back to see if
Joe needed some help.
“Hi, Joe. Can I help?”
He looked up. There was one of his quick smiles. “Thanks.
I think we’re okay.”
The old man cleared his
throat, and Joe said, “Oh, yeah.
Grandpa, this is Witt Sadler.
Witt this is my grandfather, Witold Ronkowski.”
I extended my hand. The old man had a firm grip. He looked me straight in the eyes, smiled,
and said, “I’m glad to meet you Witt.
Joseph he talks about you a lot.
You two work good on the court and on the books together.” His English was accented.
“I’m glad to meet you too,
Mr. Ronkowski.”
“I’ve got arthritis. Can’t walk like I used to. It takes me a long time to get out of the
stands and to the car. Joseph’s always
patient with me.”
“Is someone bringing your car
up to the doorway?”
“No. No.
It’s just me and Joseph.”
“Joe, why don’t you go get
your granddad’s car while I walk him to the door.”
I got another quick
smile. “Thanks. I’ll do that. Don’t let Grandpa talk your ear off.” He ran off down the corridor.
Mr. Ronkowski and I made slow
progress toward the door. It was
obvious that walking was difficult for him.
“So I’ve heard a lot about
you, Witt. Joseph says you help him
with his classes. He don’t say much
about the other boys on the team, but I hear your name all the time. I think you’re his good friend.
“Joseph he doesn’t always say
what he thinks. You know what I mean?”
I smiled. “Yes.
I’ve noticed that.”
The old man chuckled, “My
Joseph he’s afraid to let people in.
Ever since his father died, he doesn’t get too close to anybody. I think he’s afraid that they’ll go away if
he does.”
“Mr. Ronkowski, I didn’t know
that Joe’s father was dead.” Actually
the news sort of stunned me. “He never
says anything about his family.”
“Not much family to talk
about now. It’s just me and
Joseph. His mama died when he was
ten. Joe got real close to his father,
but his father died a year later. After
that he came to live with his grandmother and me. She died two years ago.”
“I’m sorry, Mr.
Ronkowski. I really didn’t know
that. Joe never said anything.”
“That’s my Joseph. He keeps too much inside him I think. He thinks a lot of you. I know that. He doesn’t make a lot of friends, but I think you are one. Thank you.”
“Mr. Ronkowski, I don’t know
what to say. I like Joe a lot, but he
doesn’t open up very much. It’s hard to
tell what he’s thinking most of the time.”
“Don’t give up. He’s a good kid. Ah, here he is.”
By that time we were near the
door. I could see the old Horizon
parked just outside. Joe was walking
rapidly back toward us.
“The car’s right here,
Grandpa. Let’s get you home. It’s late for you.”
I helped Joe get the old man
into the car. I stood by the passenger
door as Joe went around to the driver’s side.
Before getting into the car and driving away, he stopped, gave me one of
those quick half smiles, and said, “Thanks, Witt. I appreciate your help.
Grandpa was getting really tired.”
I watched the old car head
out of the parking lot. I thought,
‘Joe, Joe, what other things are you keeping inside?’
(To be continued)