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BRENT/BRAD
The opening went off without a hitch with an explosive, positive
reaction to the play that was repeated each night of the previews. The cast,
director and playwright were ecstatic. I was still in the clouds about the
reaction to my performance. The Playbill and marquee had been changed to
announce me under the starring cast. It now read in large bold type, “…and
introducing BRAD WILLIAMS.”
True to Sam’s prediction, my headshot ran with the review in the
San Diego Union-Tribune and the Los Angeles Times, along with a play scene that
included the two principals and me. The New York Times, in its usual
condescending fashion concerning anything west of the Hudson River, would run
the review the following Wednesday. The producer requested that we all sign on
for an extended run until mid-October. He was disappointed when I declined but
understood when I explained the TV bookings. He was not aware of the
“Friendships” shooting commitments in September. I did agree to return the
final two weeks in October, after being generously offered an additional four
grand.
The USS Stennis had returned this morning. With Dave back from a
week of maneuvers and sea exercises, and Doug down from L.A., I’d bought three
now-scarce house seats for all the guys to see the play. Mike had cleared his
Saturday night for theater and late dinner afterwards at Croce’s in the Gaslamp
Quarter for an official “Fab Four” outing. Croce’s was one of the first
restaurants and nightspots to open in this entertainment district that had
formerly been a down-at-the-heels, old, downtown section populated primarily by
street people, prostitutes, and sailors looking for action. Many local gays
would cruise the area looking for ‘seafood,’ referring to the sailors.
Just before noon, my desk phone rang. “”Williams speaking. How may
I direct your call?”
~~~ “I want to speak with the hot looking actor I saw in this
morning’s Calendar section of the L.A. Times. Brad…ah…what’s his name?”
“Pitt?”
~~~ “Naw. The Brad who madly loves this new Hollywood director.”
“Oh, that Brad. He’s not here today. But, I am. Hi, baby. Wassup,
Mr. Director?”
~~~ “Well, director-to-be. Babe, what a great review and picture
in today’s paper. Have you seen the Times yet?”
“Yes. Mike went out early this morning and picked up the San Diego
and L.A. papers. We read them before he left for North Island. Dave’s ship got
in about two hours ago. The Union-Tribune devoted almost a page to the play and
opening. I saved it in my bedroom.”
~~~ “Great. I’ll read it when I get in this evening.”
“You’ll be in around ten?”
~~~ “Yeah, Brent. I can hardly wait until you’re in my arms.”
“Final curtain is 2148. I’ll be home at 2230 and in your arms at
2231.”
~~~ “And fucking at 2232.”
“No foreplay? You must be one horny dude,” I said with a laugh.
~~~ “Make that ‘foreplay’ at 2232. There’s no hurry when I’m with
you, lover.”
“See ya then.” In a lower tone, I concluded, “Love you.”
~~~ “Love you, babe. Later.”
Just then, the intercom rang. From the light, I knew it was the
Admiral. “Yes, Sir. What may I do for you?”
~~~ “Williams, come into my office.”
“Yes, Sir.” I grabbed a note pad, left the desk and approached the
office door, knocking before entering.
“Brent, or should I say ‘Brad,’ that’s quite a review you’ve
received. Congratulations. It feels a little strange knowing that my Yeoman is
also the newest star at the Playhouse.”
“Thanks to you and the Chief of Staff for allowing me to do this
in my spare time.”
“A ‘well done’ is in order. Would you have any objection if I had
PR set up some interviews for the local TV channels? From what I’ve seen, you
don’t need it. But, it’ll be great for the Navy.”
“Absolutely no problem. I’ll be available any time during the day.
I’ll wear dress whites.”
“Great. PR will be in touch with you.”
May I ask you a question, Admiral?”
“What’s on your mind, Son?”
“I’ve got my hands on six house seats for next Wednesday’s performance.
I’d like to invite you, the Chief of Staff, and your ladies, to be my guests.
There are two other tickets for anyone else you’d like to include.”
“Williams, I accept. These are the hottest tickets in town, I
know. I’ll probably include my Aide and his wife. Thanks.”
“Part of the family, Sir.” ‘Nothing like a little sucking up,’ I
thought. “I’ll be able to get four more tickets for the Senior Chiefs and their
wives in a couple of weeks.”
“Outstanding. Thanks for thinking of the ‘family’.”
“Sir, if there is nothing else, I’ll get back to work?”
“Carry on, and, Brent, I really appreciate this,” he said with a
smile.
Around 1230 my lunch relief took over the office watch. Walking to
the mess hall, I was aware that several sailors, CPOs and officers were staring
at me a little too long as we passed. ‘Gawd,’ I thought, ‘the whole base hasn’t
turned queer overnight, has it?’
Approaching an intersection and a young Ensign, I automatically
saluted. He returned the salute, stopped and said, “Williams.” I stopped in
front of him and replied, “What can I do for you, Sir?”
“I recognized you and wanted to pass on a ‘well done.’ My
girlfriend and I saw your performance last night. Your acting was awesome. And
Liz…my girl…definitely has a little stage crush on you. Thanks for a terrific
evening,” he said with a smile as he extended his hand.
“Thank you, Sir. I was a little surprised at the reaction. But
real happy that it’s a hit.” I shook his firm hand.
“Would you mind if I sent the Playbill over where you work for an
inscription and autograph? I suppose this is a little hokey, but Liz was really
impressed. She thinks you’ve got a great career ahead.”
“No problem. I’m over at the Admiral’s office. Put it in an
intra-office mail envelope, I’ll sign the Playbill, and return it immediately.”
“Thanks, Williams…ah…Brad. I’m over in
Personnel. If I can ever do anything for you, please call.”
“Yes, Sir, Mr. Cramer,” I replied, noticing his nametag. “Thanks.”
We saluted and I went on to lunch. ‘That could be a handy contact,’ I
considered. I filed his name away for future reference.
As I slowly went through the chow line, more than a couple of
sailors congratulated me or motioned a ‘thumbs up.’ I smiled and nodded,
realizing for the first time that I was going to be the property of the public
in this next phase of my life. I contemplated Sam’s advice about how to conduct
myself and where.
DOUG
I was in no rush to get out of the editing today and kept two Avid
8000’s busy until quitting time under the instructive, watchful eye of the
editing director. Friday rush hour traffic on the 405 and 5 would be brutal. I
wouldn’t leave the Warner Brothers Burbank lot until 7:00 p.m. With a little
luck, I would be at the San Diego University Heights house around 9:30 p.m.,
and in my lover’s arms by eleven.
Heading south on the freeways, my baby Bimmer 325 enjoyed the
steady speed of 75 mph once we cleared the dense Orange County interchanges.
Leasing this small, maneuverable convertible was the only ‘gone Hollywood’
status symbol I acquired. When it was all said and done, you needed a good set
of ‘wheels’ in that town.
Arriving around 9:30 p.m. as planned, I entered the darkened
house, turned on the hall lights, and punched in the “Off” alarm with my code.
‘Mike must be out to dinner with Dave,’ I thought. In Brent’s room, I unpacked
and stripped down for a quick shower before getting a beer and checking out the
Union-Tribune reviews, wearing a robe.
‘Holy fuck,’ I reacted. ‘Brent is into some serious press.’
Without the objective filters of the neighboring L.A. Times, the local review
expressed hometown pride about a theater production at one of the town’s few
premiere venues. The write-up was a love letter to the play and Brent. ‘Would I
have to start calling him Brad?’ I questioned. ‘Would I be considered the guy
that’s always around Brad?’ I put these questions out of my mind, preferring to
think of the early successes of my fledgling-directing career somewhat on equal
footing.
I thought about Sam Barron and how our lives had changed with his
influence and guidance. There was no doubt in my mind that Brent was being
prepped for an exhilarating professional ride, while the doors that were opened
for my chosen career would give me a nudge to be at the top some day. We would
have to figure out living arrangements next summer. With Brent becoming a
civilian and rushing off to New York for a four-month play contract, we didn’t
have to decide on a place to live until then.
Closing my eyes to consider our future, at some point in time I
became aware of a moist pressure being applied to my hardened dick. Slowly I
focused on a blur in front of me. A head of blond hair was bobbing up and down
in my crotch area. As I opened my lids fully, the image of Brent, sans clothes,
slurping and sucking on my fully awake cock became clear.
“Hi, sailor. You taking advantage of a civilian?” He raised his
head and grinned.
“Absolutely. Anything found in my bed is fair game.” Brent
continued to give me a blowjob that felt very familiar and comfortable. Contact
with him was always a treat.
“I’m not complaining. It’s just that waking up like this is not
part of the norm,” I replied. ‘Oh, Christ,’ I reasoned. ‘This is what the doc
ordered.’
“Norm? Do I know him?” asked Brent, as he momentarily interrupted
the fellatio of one hungry penis.
“Asshole. Just drop the jokes and do the job. I may reward you
later with a little trip up memory lane.”
I always enjoyed Brent making love to me. Each time it happened, I
thought about Memphis over two years earlier.
With initial digital stimulation, he had me flailing in moments
with his oral expertise. Later in the evening, with a lot of experienced
‘finger action,’ I was thoroughly loved and fucked by the man in my life.
MIKE
I was at the dock for Dave’s coming ashore. Although the USS
Stennis arrived promptly at 0800, the crew would not commence shore leave until
1000. I told the club secretary that I needed to take care of some personal
business and would be back around noon.
Since the ship had only been out only for the week, not many
family members were waiting. Of the 3,000-crew members, only 300 would be part
of weekend skeleton watch. Dave had to return before 1500 Sunday for his turn
at the watch. As the sailors came down the gangplank – actually a very
sophisticated structure to handle volumes of weight and traffic – I spotted my
favorite blue jacket with his standard, squared-away look. He broke into a
smile when he saw me.
He walked up and saluted me with a small wink. “Good morning, Mr.
Cole. Permission to kiss you?”
I returned his salute and walked closer for a handshake and said,
“I think a hearty handshake will do just fine…for now, sailor.”
“Hi, Mike. Missed you,” he said in a low voice.
“Me too. And Davey?” I asked.
“Davey especially.”
As we walked to the car, no one really gave the two of us a second
glance. In that he had no gear to carry, we blended into the base scenery.
“Babe, I’m going to take you home, then I’ve got to get back to
the club.”
“When will you be able to break away?”
“Fortunately for us, there is nothing really happening tonight. I
plan on getting back around five. I thought I’d officially welcome you then,” I
suggested with a subtle leer.
“Okay, I can wait…barely. I want you to make love to me hard,”
Dave said with emphasis on the last word.
“Sounds like I’ve got one horny ‘squid’ on my hands?”
“And you’re not, lover?”
“You obviously haven’t been watching my crotch carefully. I’d jump
your bones right now if I could,” I answered in a suggestive smile. “But, I’ll
be a good boy. I thought after fucking our brains out, we could go out for some
dinner later. How does that sound?”
“Fucking or dinner?” Dave said with a laugh.
“Both, doofus. I made reservations at Laurel on Fifth Avenue for
8:30 p.m. That should give us plenty of time to blow off a little steam.”
“That’s great. But I’m blowing more than steam,” he replied.
“All in due time, sport.” We arrived at my car and proceeded to
leave the base and go home. I gave him the rundown about Brent’s critical
success this week and the plans for Saturday night. Getting to the house at
1100, I knew I’d have to leave within a half hour to get back to the base.
After turning off the alarm, I turned and gave Dave a big wet kiss
in the hallway. “Love you, love you, love you,” I repeated in his ear.
“Every time I’m near you, I feel warm and safe, Mike. Love you,
big time.” I followed him upstairs to the master bedroom.
“Lose the uniform. I need to check the cargo for any damage.” I
tossed my cover over to the desk and playfully grabbed his bubble butt while he
pulled off his jumper and tee. While I reached around to undo his trousers,
Dave toed off his shoes.
“I need to hang up the uniform so it’s presentable Sunday,” he
said, stepping out of the trousers and walking over to the closet with just his
white briefs and black socks. I never got tired of seeing my partner’s broad,
muscled, shoulders, back and narrow waist. Add the hardened buttocks and
developed swimmer’s legs, and I could get hard in a nano-second. Taking off the
socks and CK’s, Dave turned around and seductively licked his lips while
stroking Davey. “See any damage?”
“Just your cock that seems to be getting bigger. I’d better
inspect at close range.” In full khaki officer’s uniform, I got down on my
knees and started licking his expanded cock head while I rolled his balls
tenderly in my fingers.
“Oh, fuck, babe. Suck it. There’s plenty for
later.” With Dave’s encouragement, I started deep-throating his hard, hot dick,
burying my nose in his pubes on the first pass to inhale his male odors. With a
free, wet finger, I slowly moved behind his scrotum and played with his
asshole. Increasing the strokes with my mouth, I entered his willing pucker and
gently probed in search of his love nut. “Ahhh,” he uttered as I stroked his
hardened prostate.
“I’m cummm…ah shit…uhhh…cumming,” he yelled, holding my head with
both hands. I vigorously received several volleys of his hot seed, and quickly
swallowed, so his rich, copious semen wouldn’t spill onto my uniform. When Dave
slowed down, I kept the final mouthful and slowly rose to give him a cum-laced
kiss.
“Babe, I hate using a trite expression that I’ve got to kiss and
run, but that’s what I have to do.”
“Well Mike…or old cum breath, I might say…why don’t you try a little
Listerine first. One whiff of you and the Admirals wives lunching today will go
into cardiac arrest,” he said with a laugh.
“Good idea.” I immediately went to the head and camouflaged our
recent activity with a good brushing and rinse.
DAVE
‘Jeez, what a high to see Mike again,’ I thought after he left. A
long, hot shower perked up my body. In that potable water is a premium on a
ship, our bathing was an express ‘in ’n’ out’ method. ‘Took the fun out of
checking out the other guys,’ I concluded. After dressing in cargo shorts, a
Navy tee, and flip-flops, I poked my head in to Brent’s room. Mike said that
Brent had left the newspapers containing the reviews of the play on the bed for
Doug to read later tonight. I grabbed them and went down to the kitchen for a
light lunch and reading catch up. I’d return the papers later.
Heating up a can of Campbell’s finest, I
settled down with chicken soup, cottage cheese, and an apple, knowing that Mike
and I would put on the feedbag at Laurel tonight. ‘The reviews were amazing,’ I
thought, scanning through both papers. Brent had come a long way since we first
met in Memphis. I had no doubt that my friend was on his way to a highlighted
career, where his face would be part of the American landscape. I wondered if his
past might be a problem? ‘Naw, probably not,’ I considered. His clients were
very respected in their own way. Everyone involved had nothing to gain and much
to lose if their secrets were exposed.
After going through the mail and paying a few bills, I grabbed the
gym bag and went over to 24 Hour Fitness for a workout. There was a 2:00 p.m.
step aerobic class I enjoyed, in addition to the machines and weights. The gym,
in the heart of Hillcrest, was always very ‘cruisy’. There were also lots of gorgeous women using the facilities. I
had been told that the women enjoyed working out there because most of the guys
were gay and they didn’t have to worry about being hit on.
After the step class, I was working on biceps with 45-pound hand
weights, when I heard someone to my right say, “Dave? Dave Swenson, is that
you?”
I turned and came face to face with Mark Connelly, my early Navy
friend and steam room J.O. buddy from the base gym in Memphis last year. “Holy
shit, Mark. What a surprise.” I set down the weights and grabbed him into a big
hug. He warmly followed my lead. We were both pretty sweaty and hot. At the
Hillcrest gym, the embrace did not draw a second glance.
“Dave, I thought we’d never see each other. It seems that our
ships are always on different maneuver schedules. You’re still on the Stennis?”
“The very same. I thought about you when we came into port this
morning and saw the JFK next to us.”
“Good timing. Listen, are you about finished with your workout? I
don’t have much time, but maybe we could go over to Starbuck’s for a while?”
“Let’s shower and do it. It’s about four and I’ve got an hour to
spare. Shame there’s no steam room here,” I added with a smirk.
“Yeah,” Mark replied with a smile. We went back to the locker room
and stripped. I noticed that he still had a great, muscular, compact build. Out
of the corner of my eye, I felt his subtle stare. ‘Hell,’ I thought. ‘Just like
old times.’ We felt very comfortable together and casually chatted while we
showered. After dressing, we left the gym and strolled across the building
courtyard to Starbuck’s.
Sipping a cappuccino, I looked into his intense, blue, Irish eyes
and said, “Mark, I suppose that I should give you a little update on my life.”
“Kinda like a verbal ‘show me yours ’n’ I’ll show you mine?” Mark
answered, with a wink. “You first, then me. Okay?”
“Got it. First, I wanna tell you something about me that wasn’t
shared in Memphis.” His eyes got larger with anticipation. “It…um…falls into
the category of ‘don’t ask; don’t tell.’
“Dave, you mean…?”
“Yeah. Gay. Something I didn’t want to reveal at the time, just
coming into the Navy. You have any problems with this? ’Cause if so, we can
part now and go our separate ways,” I said with determination. Mark had been a
friend. But I was beyond putting up with bullshit from anyone.
He studied me intently for a few moments as we locked into each
other’s eyes. Slowly, he placed his hand on mine, resting on the table, and
gently squeezed it. Smiling softly, he replied, “Buddy, our friendship has been
too good. I just can’t get over the times we did…well, you know…and you never
came on to me.”
“Don’t think I didn’t want to, Mark. But we were friends just
doing what two young guys needed to do.” His hand continued to hold mine.
“I gotta tell you that if you had tried something, I wouldn’t have
objected.” I raised an eyebrow and digested what he said. “I guess we were both
in the same boat.”
“You’re telling me that you’re gay?” I asked with a questioning
look.
“As long as I can remember. Did the whole gymnast macho thing to
cover up my real feelings in high school. In college, I let beer with the
fraternity brothers camouflage the same thing. But flunking out wasn’t part of
the game plan. So, voila, here I am on the rebound. I’m becoming more comfortable
with myself.”
“Like me. And Mark, I’ve definitely rebounded. I found a marvelous
man in my life and we’re living together…when I’m not on the ship…in San
Diego.”
“You met him here?”
“Naw, back in Memphis. He’s in the Navy too, stationed at North
Island. He got transferred a little after I arrived. We’re pretty domestic. How
about you?”
“I’m fucking happy for you, Dave. Actually, I’m kinda domestic,
too. Fell in love this past winter with a guy I met at 24 Hour Fitness. We
started talking at the weights and took it from there one-step at a time. His
name is Tom Feldman and he’ll be a sophomore at UCSD studying pre-law this
fall.”
“The gym must be a pretty good place to meet people?” I asked.
“Well, we’re both 20, with no I.D.’s to get into bars. This works
pretty well. Tom rents a nice, small place over in Kensington so we can have
privacy when I’m in port. He’s from Pacific Palisades and his folks have some
money. His dad has something to do with running one of those big ass studios in
Hollywood. Tom’s working at the studio this summer but he comes down here on
weekends.
“Dude, Kensington’s not too far from where I
live when I’m ashore. Let’s all get together sometime for a cookout at my place
in University Heights. I’m going into pre-law when my hitch is up in two years.
Prolly UCSD. Could use a few pointers.”
“The Kennedy is going to be in for the next
three weeks before we deploy. Maybe next weekend?”
“Let’s plan on a cookout at my place a week
from Sunday. You bring Tom, and I’ll introduce you to Mike. If my other
roommate is in town, he’ll join us also.”
“I’m bookin’ it now.”
“And, Mark? Let’s not do much ‘Navy talk.’ Mike happens to be an officer. I know I can
trust you to keep this quiet?”
“An officer? Sounds like you’ve married well?”
“We’re really in love for the long haul. But Mike gets nervous
about the officer-enlisted thing.”
“I understand completely, Dave. Tom will be cool with it too.”
Mark went on to say that he and his dad were re-developing a good relationship.
If he and Tom remained a couple, Mark was planning on entering college in a
couple of years to get a degree in computer sciences before returning to
Seattle and his dad’s computer software company for training. The ultimate goal
was to work in the L.A. sales and marketing office while Tom pursued a legal
career after graduating from USC’s law school.
We exchanged current San Diego contact numbers and planned on
getting together on the base next week. I felt satisfied about running into an
old friend when I returned home and prepared for my official reunion with Mike.
‘Davey, old buddy,’ I thought, ‘you’re going to get a good workout in about an
hour.’
TO BE CONTINUED